I have been contemplating what it means to have a Christian World View. It is a good question to ask oneself if your faith is to be sincere. Some people have chosen to participate in their local church, but do not ask the deeper questions. I am a late-comer to Christianity. As a child, we went to church regularly. My mother was the youth choir director and also led a handbell group. I didn't think much about religion growing up. I went to church because I had to. When I got old enough, my parents gave us the choice as to whether we would be confirmed into the Christian faith. Confirmation into the faith as a teen is a big deal, or it should be. When it came to this decision, I took it seriously. In the case of following the Christian faith, or not, I wanted to make a decision that was based on my heart. I didn't want to just do it for the party, or even for my parent's approval. I started to attend church again, and I came to the belief that the whole thing seemed like brainwashing. It wasn't asking for critical thinking, or even deep personal thought. I made the decision not to be confirmed and stayed away from Christian churches for years.
I know that my siblings both have identified as Christian in their lives. They both chose to be confirmed and to participate in churches. My brother was a deacon, and led youth groups with his children. My sister sang in the choir. Me, I remained spiritual, persuing the path of bioenergy healing, psychic phenomenon, and all things PSI. Likely this was because I had a penchant for science, and the science of spirituality in particular has become a way I help myself navigate this earthly existence. My father was an athiest and lover of science. I got my degree in neuroscience, likely in part because of his influence. In studying the brain, attention systems, and schizophrenia, I was led into an areana of consciousness studies. I often say I went through the eye of the needle of materialism and popped out the other side as a full blown spiritualist. Clearly it was all energy. I have spent the past 2 decades working to understand consciousness fields, the human condition, ego, and God. This exploration into the multidimentional nature of reality has given my life great meaning. When 2 years ago I attended a Christian service with Bishop Rachel Carter I nearly fell out of my chair when I heard her describing the ascension. This aligned perfectly with what all of the "new age" people had been saying all along. Deloros Cannon, Eckart Tolle and so many others talking about 3D to 5D shift. My quest to understand the Bible began there. I now am working to understand whether the Christian world view is one that I fully believe in. I am convinced beyond a doubt that indeed the Bible is prophetic. I believe we are in the end days. I believe that God gave us a way to escape this matrix through following Christ. I believe we are in a battle of Good vs Evil and we will be judged. I believe that the commandments are the God given guide to right living, and that these are critical for our spiritual evolution. We must overcome the lower urges to step into the higher planes of our humanity. These things are coherent with my past spiritual beliefs. For example, the moral striving aligns perfectly with the Consciousness Fields of Power vs Force. I believe we are disconnected from God when we are in the lower vibrations (sins, vices) and connected, or in God's grace when we achieve the higher vibrations (fruits of the spirits, virtues) in our lives. There are so many parts of the Biblical world view that I am choosing to follow. Do I know all of truth? Not even! But I have faith, and enough awareness to see the prophetic truth of the Bible. And yet, there are quite a few areas I still struggle with. It is with the church definitions of various things that I get tangled up. In particular Jesus. Instead of traditional religious views, I believe Billy Carson is right when he says Je Sus is "Hail Zeus", and that the correct name is Yeshua. I believe Ella LaBain is honest and speaks the truth regarding her encounters with Yeshua. I believe what those who have studied the ancient astronauts have to say about all of this. I lean towards what the NDE testimonials have to say about Yeshua more than what the average preacher says. I believe the Biblical view of the existence of angels and demons, however; I take issue with the degree to which EVERYTHING is DEMONIC! I think that is a bunch of BS. I have spent my life trying to understand the spiritual nature of reality. These are not inconsistent. God is Truth, and science is simply a tool to understand that truth. How do the church leaders come to believe that bioenergy techniques are demonic? I am spending time in the Bible to find this, and it just isn't there. Rather, I see these techniques akin to what Yeshua did and taught his disciples with his miraculous healings. He aslo stated, [We - his followers] will do greater things even than He. The religions of Baal, worship of golden idols, or and idolization at all, is a misdirection of our spiritual energy. This I agree. Baal is not yoga, Baal is not breathwork, it is not Reiki or pranic healing or any of the various forms of meditation, healing and prayer lightworkers use today. There are so many in the churches, both attendees and leaders who have created unnecessary fear and yet who have practices that are explicitly forbidden in the Bible. Tell me why all the Preists are referred to as Father, when it says this is Matthew. Hypocrites!
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